Being stuck in this world without the mind of my own, like a body without a spirit. That's what I'm feeling right now. Seems like I'm tied over my parents’ legs. I don't have the life of my own. This is so unfair. Why do I always do what they want me to do and just let me forget about the things I want to do for my own? In every decision I make, their always apart of it. They just don't know how many times in my life when I lost out so many things because they refused me to seize the moment. I could go farther. When could I have my own life? I want it now. I just wanted to find my self, and let my own thinking decide for itself. Is it wrong to spread my wings and let the wind blow me to it's direction, and see where life takes me. I'm fed up with their words. They keep on saying "Don't" to me like: "don't eat ice cream, don't drink soda, don't get wet under the rain, don't shout and dance etc.. wanted to tell them, "When will you allow me to be a person with my own life? Are you not stealing my childhood from me?" As a young one I know that I still need their parental guidance, but the way they are dealing it is so mean. Being parents have limitations, it doesn't mean that they can rule over our lives and let us do things what they want us to do. They are there for guidance not to judge us. I want to have space. I want to be somebody in this world who is capable of living with my own will. I wanted to prove to them that I could live my own life without them. And there are so many things I wanted to tell them, the problem is that, I don't have the guts. I'm afraid that after the things I will be saying my world might be different and instead of having what I want I might have the worst problem. I have so many things I want to do in life, I wanted to save and make every moment of it and worth reminiscing for. If only given the freedom to do what I want and to choose what I need. Sometimes a thought came to my mind. What's the use of being born in this world if everything I want to do can't be done? Wish I were not born. Life is indeed useless if it is not me who’s going to put the colors in it.We, young ones have lost out several opportunities because parents were over cautious, scared or just plain timid. Some job seekers did not get jobs because their parents were not willing to let them venture into the unknown. Some wanted to be sent to other places because they want to move out of their comfort zones. Their parents must let us seize the moment, allow us to go through a lot of hardships, let us overcome it and tomorrow, you'll see. We'll be enjoying the fruits of our own labor in comfort.Let us live today! Tomorrow is still far away and Dame Opportunity comes knocking only ones! So let us walk in the rain, skip rope until we still can. One day, we may no longer be able to do those things. Imagine the wonderful memories we will gather.
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